Random Thoughts

I having one of those days where I just want to sleep because there is just so much going on it is giving me headaches. I should be doing homework with my friends and getting ready to watch the super bowl but instead I have stayed in bed all day. Life is pulling me in different directions and I am just busy trying to play catch up. It is exhausting having to make decisions now that will affect your future for  ever. How do you know if you are making the right decisions? Just thinking about this question is making my head want to explode.

I often ask myself if I dream too big. Am I way over my head on things? I don't like to quit on things that matter to me. I have worked my whole life to get where I am now and I intend to keep working to get where I want to be. But I won't lie that a lot of times chasing my dreams makes me feel all alone inside. No one will ever understand what you feel and what you go through to reach your goals. Sometimes I feel like I am drowning in a glass box. I know if I shout loud enough and kick and claw I can shatter the glass and people will hear me but I don't do it because I don't want to wet others around me. So I just have to make it out on my own.

I hope I am making right decisions. I don't want to live life always thinking, "What if...?".

XOXO,

Lina